Tuesday, May 15, 2018

Fairy-tale Rendezvous

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God does grant a Fairy tale day to all and yesterday was mine.
In no-man’s land, where you are alone even in the crowd, I distanced myself to accompany my silence.
It was then my blur eyes staring at the moon, saw an eagle descending from heaven above, he soared high and passed by me magnificently. However, only to turn back to see me again and settle beside me.
its shadow hugged me and my eyes became passage of the untouched pain, which flowed down my cheeks to meet my hair locks.
Gently, when he brushed my locks aside to wipe my sadness with his feathers, I wanted to cry more.
After a long, long time, there was someone who wanted to hear me.
While I nestled beside him, some birds fragnanced the garden and I was offered beautiful roses. Some crows came too, uninvited, cranked and went away. Soon I felt my pain ending like a dead cat.
Making our way through moonlit path, he carried me to the fountain of joy. it was then that he gave me the will to drown my tears in it. Logic defied me but I felt like never before. Surely it was the moment of my life.
We sat nearby to dry thereafter. He spread his wings across me and his eyes cut across sharply to look straight into mine. In his deep crystal eyes, I could see the beauty of the sky he soars in.
The eagle offered me the nectar that the divine Igor bears. Finally he wrapped his wings around me and flew me back to mortal Earth.
I bid him farewell and he vanished in the red sun ‘coz eagles don’t belong here. they live and fly above all.

Saturday, February 27, 2010

From a human experience...



One of the most inevitable phenomenons of life is Death which has always been deciphered as a taboo. Whereas death is a realization of life, it gives us a perspective on our human existence. 

Have we ever become conscious of the fact that we are dead and alive at the same time? Despite our feeling absolutely healthy while reading this article, millions of cells in our body is dying. The sub atomic particles of the cells in our body zoom in and out of our existence all the time. 98% of atoms in a human body are replaced annually. The stomach lining partly packs up every time we eat food and rebuilds it about every 5 days. The skin, nail and hair cells are dying all the time and are made afresh every month. And do we know why? These individual cells die and renew frequently so the whole (our body) can live on. Similarly, we are small part of the bigger whole (the universe) and we die and renew to keep the bigger whole alive!


Restating the Law of conservation, the total amount of energy in a system remains constant. Have you ever thought when we eat an apple or when it falls from a tree, does it die? No. The essence of that apple doesn’t disappear. When we eat it, its nutritious elements get transformed into energy inside our body. And when it falls from a tree, it decomposes into soil, perhaps can convert into a new tree too. Similarly, an adult is once a child which in turn was once a fertilized egg. Through all these forms, the only constant is the underlying consciousness. All external appearances are impermanent- the only thing eternal is the formless consciousness which manifests in different forms from time to time.


This energy (consciousness) is unborn and undying and irrespective of death of life in human form, we remain this conscious. So while we die in the physical plane, we never die in spiritual one. Once we realize this we can appreciate the fact stated by Rajiv Vij “We are not human beings having spiritual experience but spiritual being having a human experience.” And this gives us the perspective on the purpose of our existence! As we see the ephemeral nature of our sensual experiences, we start to realize the futility of our pursuits of titles, power, money and external success. Hence when we are even slightly prepared for death, we can appreciate each moment of life’s beauty in a better way. The purpose of reflecting on death is not to fear it but to live in awareness of the fragility of our existence. It can guide us towards focusing on how we want to dedicate our lives towards more meaningful objectives.

People may also fear if they involve themselves in this, they may lose interest in life in general, including their work and family. This fear makes them cling to the worldly attachments. However, when we do reflect on these issue deeply, we conduct ourselves with an attitude of let go and surrender, our productivity at work goes up and our relationships blossom further.


Sadly enough this wisdom about self consciousness begins to dawn on us only when we grow old. That’s when people start to realize the impermanence of their egoistic pursuits and meaningless acquisitions. That’s when people tend to become more compassionate and focussed on serving others. Seneca, the roman philosopher said “Are you not ashamed to reserve for yourself only the remnant of life and to set apart for wisdom only that time which can’t be devoted to any business? How late it is to begin to live just when you must cease to live.”

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

Dystopia





Nothing's left
Everything's been theft
Writer's pens have crashed
Reader's books have been smashed
Ideas have flown out
Desires have burnt out
Pilgrims have lost their way
Leaders have nothing to say
Will to live have vanished
Thou name have been tarnished
Ghosts have freaked
Souls have shrieked
Everybody is yelling
Heaven is fast falling
Memories have faded
Gods have waded
Bleeding eyes lay awaited
As coffins lay naked
Disaster is a loving desire
Deaths of trillions who has hired
Devils have become sires
and Gods have been fired!

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

The Will


I solemnly declare
to give all blessings and care
credited to my name ever
from each prayer I said
to every good I did
O Lord, bless each day of my flame

I pray, to bless
all luxuries and success
that I am destined for
from each hard task I did
to every night lamp I lit
O Lord, give immense success to the heart I caress

I willfully pledge
to give all wisdom & knowledge
that I ever attained
from each page I turn'd
to every lesson I learnt
O Lord, bestow upon him excellence so he gets an edge

A need was felt
to give all fitness & health
that I ever gained
from each shot I hit
to every apple I bit
O Lord, shower all goodness on the heart I stealth

I also wish to deploy
entire happiness and joy
that ever rippled in my heart
from feeling each grain of sand
to smelling every flower on land
O Lord, fill all beauty of life on the name I coy

I hand over the key
of all wealth and money
that is in store
from each prize that I yearn
to every coin that I earn
O Lord, shower all richness on my honey

In past, present and future tense
world's all praises and excellence
that can be attained
from each vision I reflect
to every work I perfect
O Lord, Issue all praises to my essence

I take an oath
to give life and breath,
added on to my name
from each blind I led
to every beggar I fed
O Lord, if needed for him I will fight death

Out of my storyboard
the best instances that I can quote
I name them on you
from each laughter that dig my cheek
to every wonderful experience I seek
May You fill all great experiences in his life, O Lord

Today I will give
the prized possession on which I live.
Satan's fantasy and God's property
I name my precious soul on thee
and now only you can set it free
O Lord, please please forgive me for this drive

My will stands declared
but has a clause to be cleared
You have to give me
every sorrow that passes you
to each pain that might cross you
Dear Lord, cross your heart and promise to give all his distress to me coz you have my swear!






Monday, October 13, 2008

~~~beneath the stills~~~


under waters running deep
still waters surfacing above
shoals moving in sequence
ships ripping the water dense
sea beds lay covered with shells
not visible from air above
pregnant with pearls, humans lure
Nine years more to reach the core
travel to bottom in darkness
when we see the rays fading away
reach the base with a swift flow
touch the stone to see it glow
see, the sea is in me compressed
thats richness wrapped in calmness!!